is more of now
which is never
quite enough
you
[Amanda’s Birthday, 2025]
is more of now
which is never
quite enough
you
[Amanda’s Birthday, 2025]

Day 48
the universe is infinite and two feet tall
laughs and draws herself
holding hands with Baba Yaga
Day 49
given the state of humanity
I place my hope in monsters
Day 50
[A Day Before 52]
Today at home: a birthday gift I’ve given myself
during this cold, wet season; the silence falls
in snow and refracted sunbeams. safe
with hot coffee and warm socks
I am anxious about eating eggs
so I showered and shaved
like the men from my childhood did —
whether or not the world ends.
Then, meditating on the three states of water,
offer up a thankful prayer
that the ice did not stretch its way
into my veins: the gift given me today.
we
submerged stones
wandering or stuck
each roll a record
a memory a lithograph
of undiscovered lands
for JP on his birthday, 1.22.25