2024, incomplete memoir, Ohio River Valley Literature, prose, Working Class Literature

I used to haunt coffee shops

I used to haunt coffee shops. When that was a thing. One of those spirits armed with a book, a notebook, a pen.  I’d hardly speak to anyone besides the barista.  I favored places that still served bottomless cups of coffee; it was the closest I could come to the greasy spoon joints I’d find at two in the morning, sometimes still drunk.  Coffee cost a dollar, though at some point some old codger would be there bemoaning used to be a nickle. That was before ‘Fair Trade’ was meant to make us feel better about the blood cost of coffee.

I used to haunt coffee shops, though my second ex-wife would call me rude for being anti-social in a social space. Like I broke the contract I never signed.  Though I would step outside to smoke a sometimes bummed cigarette, which I believed counted for something.

There are fewer tables and chairs for ghosts now. Now all the aimless spirits wander digital landscapes with earbuds blocking out the hum of other people’s lives. The coffee is To Go whether I want to go or not. We wander unmoored for the lack of coffee shops and hardly anyone has a cigarette to give anymore.

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2024, Ohio River Valley Literature, poetry, Working Class Literature

The imagination machine idealized as perfect pitch

This head is a tuning fork.
The air is sometimes more solid than supposed.

This head rings up to the same pitch
regardless
how much noise and light pollution it strikes.

Sometimes the air is petroleum jelly thick
and the imagination machine slogs through

though not without the usual wear and tear.

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2024, Ohio River Valley Literature, poetry, river life, waterfront, Working Class Literature

Hello my name is and I am

After the cruise I am standing on the north end of the wharf, smoking my pipe. This is my communion with the river. I give it my joy. I give it my pain. It is older and wiser than me. My back to the city that resembles less and less each day the place I moved to 11 years ago. Home. The cityscape is a crime scene left to rot. That scimitar moon watching over, bending my eye back towards the river. This kiss of fall, one of those teases. I give my resentments to the river, the way I learned in AA meetings. Hold onto nothing or it will hold on to you. I allow my mind to empty with the pipe smoke dissipating in the sunset air.

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