she:
the reason I drive down past the flood wall tonight
the reason I want to stay
crawl under the cover beside her
she:
the reason I drive down past the flood wall tonight
the reason I want to stay
crawl under the cover beside her
This is a cold fried chicken and tart mushy apple kind of night and autumn is a leaving season.
Keeping the shop door closed keeps the cold out. The shop is a ship of curiosities, a memory palace full of one-liners. (The punch lines left with the people who told the jokes over coffee and the memory of what cigarettes taste like.)
The heater kicks on and I hear it again: that vaguely unintelligible song. The music of metal and heat and squeaky parts. The city is a battle of the bands: there is a song in the interstate overpass rattling as loaded semis storm by at 2 in the morning. Then the fupa-fupa-fup-thump of a tire going flat. The echoes of couples conversations and the lone man in a red hoodie arguing with his demons at 3 am.
We sing, one and all, unaware of the melody. It’s just some tinny tune we heard as a baby. A lullaby or a military march. The memory of a plague whose name is forgotten.
And then? Sunrise.
First cup of coffee for night shift: 9pm. This whole being a verb is a serious business. I forget the name of the phase of the moon like I forgot the name of the first girl I loved. The warm air makes for a thinner veil. Ghosts mingle with tourists wandering the midnight wharf, trying to talk them into swimming. The interstate moans through the hours. I’ve lose count of the cups of coffee.