before she curled up to sleep on the bench, the woman lit a match and burned a small piece of paper she had rolled up. it was a prayer. she wore an old sweatshirt with a ruffled dickey on it, the sort of thing a grandnephew might give for Christmas. people come to the river all the time and burn little prayers. sometimes, in the absence of fire, they leave them on a bench or the wall in case God walks by. the entire wharf is an altar and we are all offered up.
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another day under the haze
in this opaque air
my lung walls stick together
the body must swim through
or must die trying
figure eights and two half-hitches to the future past
Leave the heat at the door. Drenched through and still a bit dehydrated, I unlock the door and carefully trudge into the house. Home. Greeted by the dogs, each one requires a word, a pet. They’ve learned to be quiet when Amanda’s asleep. Sometimes when I don’t work too late, she tries to stay up and see me. Tonight she fell asleep, exhausted after a hard day. She does the Good Work of the World, this present world. I am working my way into the future past. This house is where our timelines join.
She tells me about her day in brief. I have learned how to let it roll over me. Was a time I worked in her world. Was a time and though it was a good time it was also not a good time. The world was in the process of another in a long number of unspoolings. 2020 was an unspooling year. A year of lines coming unwound, like the lines tying the Belle to the wharf.
We are all held by figure eights and two half-hitch knots. We are all floating, an endless fleet. She and I are two boats tied together. When she tells me about her day I think of the madness chasing the walls of the old church, and remember why I am in the future past.
The boat I work on is a memory machine. It’s docked on the edge of four worlds. On days like today, I leave the heat outside the door and sink into the comfort of this now. It will be waiting for me when I go back out tomorrow.
River City Mick 